do you ever just see your friends getting really close with other people and you can just feel yourself slowly becoming less important to them and you get this really deep ache in your heart and everything just hurts
Why is social anxiety associated with being “cute” because my sister has had it her whole life and watching her grow up locking herself in closets because she couldn’t go out in public and seeing her nearly cry at age 23 in the supermarket because she’s too scared to ask for help with something is not cute it’s sad and horrible
"My sincerity sounds like sarcasm."-Jared Leto (via emifir6277)
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
#okay this just kills me #that Tony thinks he’s worthless #and he hates himself #and that self-concious, self-loathing goddamn smirk #and how he tips shots back like an expert because he is #how he says, genius, billionaire, playboy philanthropist as a default because he’s already prepared the answer to that question #because he wonders about it every day #how he thinks that people would just be better off without him #when in reality, Tony is so good #and a hero #and self-sacrificing #and noble #and amazing #he pushes everyone back because he knows that they’ll just leave anyway #because why the fuck would they stay
Even though I want to put distance between strangers and myself, I can’t stand being alone.